it is time.

It's here, sweet Jesus, it's here!
I got my Singers music packet in the mail today! ASK me how excited I am right now!
Ahhhh!! It's great music to begin with (with an Eric Whitacre AND an African piece!) and knowing that I'll get to learn it, re-learn it, learn it again and PERFORM it with my fellow Singers makes my heart leap out of my chest! I can't believe it's here and this is happening!
It all seems to be rushing now; in 2 1/2 weeks I'll be moving into school, I've got just about everything I need (excluding carpet) for dorm and school, I just got my music to start working on (yes, the IPA madness HAS started), I'm finishing up at work by going back to part time as all of our kids move into their new classes, I'm starting to pack up my room, and it seems it got here so fast! Now granted, it does NOT feel like yesterday when I had come home from school 10 months ago, that was definitely a long time ago, but now that I look back the time has flown and God's blessings have poured out in such an abundance I don't know where to put all of them!
I was talking to a dear friend last week and was telling her about my upcoming school year with my amazing roommate, the classes I'll be taking with a whole group of new students whom I adore, my relationships with my professors being stronger and the deeper and wider friendships I've built up this past year and I realized: this school year is turning out perfectly. Like nothing I could have imagined or created on my own; impossible had I not come home; it's better than last year was. It's better than I could have formulated.
IT'S BETTER.
And I know there were more than a zillion reasons -known and unknown to me- why I came home, but it's almost as if God is saying, "Kendall, if for no other reason, so I could show you what your school experience could look like while I am in control." MY GOSH!
I'm so hackin' excited that I'm annoyed my fingers can't type fast enough and this keyboard can't come up with enough words! My stomach is quivering with excitement, my heart is racing, I want to jump around and yell (more than I already have) and just, just go hug everybody I see!!
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